Monday, September 3, 2018

how's that for honesty

Too much happening! Way too much.

It has been a long time, and I (as usual) dropped the ball on blogging. I have tried several times to set up a blog that I actually want to post on. I think I might try again.

Content is hard to find for me. When I find stuff I usually don't have time to post or don't have access. I know that is a silly excuse in this age of smart phones and instant access to everything.

I guess I'm really old school. In order to keep costs down I don't have a smart phone, although I am seeing the need to upgrade. My laptop is old and clunky and I don't like to carry it around with me too much, again see the need to upgrade...

So here is the real reason for my post:

The past six years have been an emotional roller-coaster for me. There have been ups and downs, and lotsa slips sideways. Things have been rough for me socially, financially, emotionally, well pretty much every aspect of my life. I have settled down into a career path that I am really enjoying, and I've been working on my self. It has been a really long road and I'm just now starting to get some energy back. I am waking up in the morning just before my alarm and thinking "okay time to get up" instead of "I could get xx more time to sleep". Its a really big deal for me! I am also thinking about what I am eating and what I might like to do to get more active.

So, needless to say, I am feeling like the dark days might be coming to an end. So looking forward to what the universe has in store for me.